Half Right...

I'm really tired today. Of course, there's a reason for that. Yesterday I had a quick lesson on soldering, including some really tiny resistors, then that night the Mythbusters came for a talk, then we came back to the dorms for margaitas and watched Cheap Seats until 5AM. I skipped church (it was the worship format I don't like anyway) and just read a few chapters (from John and Ephesians). After lunch and a little bit of homework I went to fencing where I help Sean teach the class and then had a relatively long bout with Adam. Then it was dinner and laundry, and that pretty much brings us up to date.

I've been in one of those depressed moods lately. The more I think about things, the sadder I get. It'll pass in a week or so and probably come back in a couple months. It's not a great way to live, but I'm stuck with it. Things could always be the way I want them to be, or they can be interesting, and I think it's better that they're closer to the latter.

I've spent my last nights
Strung up and pulled tight,
Holding out, sleeping proud
An answer comes without a please
Do what you want.

I wonder why I'm so caught off guard
when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret
than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette
You need me
You'll burn me
You'll burn me

Hushed with a finger,
don't say you'll never when you might
Oh, just another time
This poison comes instruction free.
Do what you want
But I'm drinking

Right, right?
Better next time
Stay on my side tonight
ohhh ohh ohh (x20)

I wonder why I'm so caught off guard
when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret
than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette
You need me
You'll burn me
You'll burn me

What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette
You need me
You'll burn me
You'll burn me